are my words disgusting to her?? it really hurts when i got tt from my own love.. i should have just died when i fall badly yesterday uh... she's not like tt to me last time.. but why now like tt? maybe she had some problems with studies or what, ok i understand.. but really sad, cause i just feel like we are not like last time.. do you know i wanted to say ily, imy, baby or darling what so ever im afraid.. miss the time when i say love die chu and she would reply back the same thing.. i really hope the old times would come back