was so hurt, depress and stress yesterday night.. thanks to my mama, papa, babi and bucuk trying to cheer me up.. thanks guys.. i just cant turn to the person i love. its really pain when i cant turn to baby:( i wanted to talk to baby, but she said dont disturb her. wheres the old you baby?? chest really hurts now, smoke too much yesterday due to depression. i just need you by my side where we used to be.. baby, do you know, every night you make me tear, thinking back the old memories.how i wish i could just stab myself.. i know, my life is always like this.. i just need you baby.. why sometimes you ignore my msg?? i wrong did i do?? baby, do you know how much i care for you and love you... i just want the love you gave me back then.. without you, im nothing baby.. i was so damn depress with you being like this.. baby, please. i love you